Saturday, November 10, 2007
I miss 4C1
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You know, sometimes when you regard some people as your good friends but it turns out otherwise? You treat them really nicely but it turns out that they treat you like spare tires. It's like when they have no one else to turn to, they turn to you. Sometimes you can't help but feel like you've been taken advantage of. You can't help but start to wonder if this person / they truly treat you as a good friend too. It's not strong enough to be called betrayal, but it does make you feel as though you've been neglected in some ways, especially when sometimes, they do give you false hopes. In times like this, I can't help but start to... I'm sorry, I don't wanna continue with this. I really don't wanna feel this way, but I can't help it. Do things really seem like they are, or is it just a façade?
If you do happen to read this, if you think it's referring to yourself, then it might be. I'm not mentioning names.
But would you even bother?
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It's ok, I've learnt to take things in my stride.
My mind's unweaving/ 5:36 PM
